Natashajalil

Assalamualaikum wbt, Todays topic is about "True Happiness". Are you totally happy from the inside? You can have all your family, friends and loved one but you can also be not happy. One things that I realized is we own nothing in this world. Everything is temporary. Our happiness, sadness, laugh all belong to Him. Now I can be happy because I am truly blessed with someone that I pray for every single day. My dua' been answered and I realize that. I am truly grateful because both of us in the state of whatever happen happens. Yes, we can't control people but we can pray never stop pray. I know You can hear me, I am humbly deeply thankful for everything that you lend me for all this time. I am nobody without You. Let me lend all of this a little longer. Open my eyes and guide me always. I am here because of Your blessing. And will always be :) -ntshajalil

MY HAPPINESS My big family My girlfriend since secondary school  My diploma friend   My classmates at Seri Iskandar Mine :) - ntshajalil

2019 is where I start my internship at estate agent company on early February. My first company is great because I met bunch of new friends. But sadly I can't continue staying there because of the pressure from the environment itself.   I never felt so tense and me myself can't tolerate with the surrounding even though I have friends but I am not happy. I am doubting myself whether I can continue staying there or the only choice that I have is quitting and find another company.  I don't have any option left instead of quitting.  I cried along the way going back home.  After coming back from work and arrived home at 8:30 pm I decided to ask my parents and they just support every decision that I make. But I have a doubts because I am scared that I would not get other company as soon as possible. After make a long thoughts, I decided that I should quit because I know that there is other company out there for me. What I feel on that time is sad and scared. ...

Assalamualaikum wbt, Hye!! It is already 2019 and now already May which is Ramadhan. First of all I am so so so grateful for everything that happened in my life these past years. I am speechless because everything is overwhelming for me :) Now I am in my last semester of diploma and currently doing my internship. Time flies so fast.. I am 21 this year and yes everything is great. I am much happier, Alhamdulillah ❤ To many more adventures x -ntshajalil

Assalamualaikum wbt, Its been a while, there is much things going on in my life. So the topic itself is slowly but surely. I am struggling to be better. Yes it is hard.. In shaa Allah may Allah ease every path that He already decree to me. All I need is to trust His plan. Let go and let God. Alhamdulillah for who I am today. I am blessed. May this happiness last forever. Rasulullah SAW said, "How wonderful is the affairs of the believer. For his affairs are all good. And this applies to no one, but the believer. If something good happens to him. He is thankful for it, and that is good for him. And if something bad happens to him. He bears it with patience, and that is also good for him". ( Muslim) May Allah make me and everyone a true believer, Amin!

Assalamualaikum wbt, Hye everyone! I am so excited for today's content because this what I feel right now and In Sha Allah it will last forever. So I've been through this phases where I was so lost and emotionally unavailable. I pushed myself so hard, to regain my composition back isn't easy. It is require times. Alhamdulillah, day by day I am getting better and yes I am not sad or feel any pain anymore. I am moving forward and just carry on with my life as usual. I don't have to feel guilty or whatsoever because I don't deserve to feel that way. I believe His plan are so much better for me. In Sha Allah, May Allah grant me strength and the courage to keeps on moving forward and not glancing back, again. -ntshj