Natashajalil

Assalamualaikum wbt, So semester 3 already end and I am quite nervous for the examination results. Tbh I am not that confident but I really hope the results is okay and whatever it is I am just grateful. Semester 3 is a really tough one, I can't describe it with words bcs it was just so damn hard and challenging. I was constantly pushing myself to stay strong especially with your mental and mind. I don't think I can survived if I am not mentally strong. I do really hope that all the tears is worth ;) (ps: yes I cried a lot throughout semester 3, it can't be help mate.. ) -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, Firstly, I am just so grateful for everything. I am so happy and contain because what did I done to deserve all of this blessing. Thanks Allah you are the most merciful and greatest, thanks for all the blessing and kindness that you give towards me and my family. The people that I have right now, all of them are so kind and sweet. I can't replace them with anything because there are so precious, priceless and such a gift for me. I am praying that this will last forever, amin ya rabal al amin. Hadza min fadhli rabbi 💫 -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, Basically I have this kind of thought that when I did something I feels kind of not confident with it and then I delete it. I am not comfortable on what people might say when they saw those things. Maybe it just me and my over thinking thingy. I really debating with myself and constantly battling with my own self. My mind is like a battle space that only I know and it was hard actually. I am doubting what I did. I can't let my mind controls my negative thought but that's what happening again and again. Honestly it is getting worse, and I realized it. I am struggling but then at a certain times I feels so confident and I did what I want and act like I don't care what people might say and think because idc thingy. I am scared and afraid that I might lose in my own mind and thought.. -ntshj