Terrified

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Basically I have this kind of thought that when I did something I feels kind of not confident with it and then I delete it. I am not comfortable on what people might say when they saw those things. Maybe it just me and my over thinking thingy. I really debating with myself and constantly battling with my own self. My mind is like a battle space that only I know and it was hard actually. I am doubting what I did. I can't let my mind controls my negative thought but that's what happening again and again.

Honestly it is getting worse, and I realized it. I am struggling but then at a certain times I feels so confident and I did what I want and act like I don't care what people might say and think because idc thingy. I am scared and afraid that I might lose in my own mind and thought..

-ntshj