Natashajalil

Assalamualaikum wbt, Hye everyone so 2017 is nearly end! Honestly I learned a lot throughout this year. So many things did happened, I feels so much emotion that I never felt before this. There is a good and bad but overall I am grateful for this amazing year full of journey and memories. I can't write all of it but it is all clear in my memories. For the people that I met, they are all great and kind :) For you, I had so much fun going out with you. I didn't expect much from you, because I know where I stand. But I will always pray for your happiness even it isn't me. I learned so many things from you and it's all a good one. Thank you for existing and be a part of my life ( idk until when but I hope it will last longer? or even forever, hopefully) I am looking forward to 2018! As I am no longer a teenager, because my birthday is coming! I am turning 20 and guess what I can't even believe it! I have so many things to achieve and so many amazing things to learn. ...

Assalamualaikum wbt, So before this I post about the struggle that I am looking forward for this semester and it turn out to be true! I am struggling so much! I've been constantly battling with my own self, it is creepy and yet I manage to get out of it. The moral is don't play with your words, it might be true.. Watch what you said, seriously! Alhamdulillah. There is always people that rooting for me and encourage me with warm words. They are so kind and believe me when I can't even believing myself at a certain point. I am just so grateful cause Allah gives me such a beautiful soul and kindest person :) For me, this is all the blessing that Allah gives me. I am so happy for all of it and for the people that always there for me, Thank You! Only Allah can pay your kindness :) -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, Its been a while since I haven't post any. So, my life is so hectic. Each day full of surprises and all the assignment and activities. Basically I am so tired but manage to make it through. Guess what, another 3 weeks left till study week time and final examination is approaching! I need a preparation, seriously! I've been too busy with all the task till neglected a bit of my studies. I realized it ;) I need to stay in track and push myself to study!! About my life, there is nothing much going on but yeah, life is good :) I am just grateful with what I have and for the things that I can't have, I know that God have a better plan for me. Maybe I can't get it because I am not ready or there is always a meaning behind it. I believe what He already plan for me. I am just gonna keep on praying for the best :) I think that is enough and pray for me that   I can get those dean list again! -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, It is been a long day since I've last write and here I am with a new chapter of my life. Alhamdullilah, I am now a part 3 students of Estate Management. Anddd there is a little twist and surprised, because now I am a new MT for Emasperak society ( soonn). My life have been great and I am more than blessed with what I have right now. The people that I met, they are all a great people. I can't wait to see myself 5 years from now :) - ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, Syukur ke hadrat illahi,aku dapat AD!! I am so excited,overwhelmed,nervous,happy and this feelings is so hard to describe. In sha allah,i will keep this momentum until the last sem cause my dream is ANC..amin. Its not a crime to dream a miracle right? I will not dreaming it but work for it! Looking forward for the next sem and the struggle.. May Allah ease everything not only for me but for everyone else too. This is only a baby step for me,pray for me :) -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, Hyee everyonee duk tengah menggoreng tempe tetiba this topic come across my mind. Marriage? Kahwin muda vs kahwin later? Honestly,both of my parents jenis yg tak kisah about this. But, one thing that I know is (especially my mother) "Belajar dulu,nanti susah dah ada anak ni dengan laki lagi,payah.Habiskan belajar dulu.." and i was like "okay mak.." Haaa,belum apa-apa dah bagi warning uollss. Nasib tak bawak calon balik rumah lagi,kalau bawak habislaah.Indeed,my mother know the best la. With my attitude yang not that matured lagi,ada hati nak kahwin? HA HA HA So moral of the story is kuranglah berharap because of what? Nanti dia datang sendiri,dun worry. Lagi kita terhegeh-hegeh kat sapa2 lagi la lambat dia datang. Allah is the greatest planner,so keep on praying for the best.. -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, I love this topic which is insecurity. Haaa this topic is suit for those girl who always looks down on theirselves. Chill girlss, You are beautiful on your own! Why must you not feel confident? Why must you afraid of such things? Why must you  feel that you are not pretty? Heyy,believe me you are pretty. Allah have created us the way He wants. We have our own story on this world. So create your story happily laa. I know everyone have their own problems but believe me He know what is the best for us , so stay chill. Each of us is priceless okay,we are like a roses. Only certain people can touch us,so dont give yourself so easily to others especially boy . But,it is not easy to have that kind of positive though for certain girls. Im understand that,but you must changed yourself towards a positive life and positive thinking. Because your mindset is so important! Dont ever let the negative vibes creep into your mind,dont let it drown you. Keep on fightin...