Natashajalil

Assalamualaikum wbt, So semester 3 already end and I am quite nervous for the examination results. Tbh I am not that confident but I really hope the results is okay and whatever it is I am just grateful. Semester 3 is a really tough one, I can't describe it with words bcs it was just so damn hard and challenging. I was constantly pushing myself to stay strong especially with your mental and mind. I don't think I can survived if I am not mentally strong. I do really hope that all the tears is worth ;) (ps: yes I cried a lot throughout semester 3, it can't be help mate.. ) -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, Firstly, I am just so grateful for everything. I am so happy and contain because what did I done to deserve all of this blessing. Thanks Allah you are the most merciful and greatest, thanks for all the blessing and kindness that you give towards me and my family. The people that I have right now, all of them are so kind and sweet. I can't replace them with anything because there are so precious, priceless and such a gift for me. I am praying that this will last forever, amin ya rabal al amin. Hadza min fadhli rabbi 💫 -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, Basically I have this kind of thought that when I did something I feels kind of not confident with it and then I delete it. I am not comfortable on what people might say when they saw those things. Maybe it just me and my over thinking thingy. I really debating with myself and constantly battling with my own self. My mind is like a battle space that only I know and it was hard actually. I am doubting what I did. I can't let my mind controls my negative thought but that's what happening again and again. Honestly it is getting worse, and I realized it. I am struggling but then at a certain times I feels so confident and I did what I want and act like I don't care what people might say and think because idc thingy. I am scared and afraid that I might lose in my own mind and thought.. -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, Hye everyone so 2017 is nearly end! Honestly I learned a lot throughout this year. So many things did happened, I feels so much emotion that I never felt before this. There is a good and bad but overall I am grateful for this amazing year full of journey and memories. I can't write all of it but it is all clear in my memories. For the people that I met, they are all great and kind :) For you, I had so much fun going out with you. I didn't expect much from you, because I know where I stand. But I will always pray for your happiness even it isn't me. I learned so many things from you and it's all a good one. Thank you for existing and be a part of my life ( idk until when but I hope it will last longer? or even forever, hopefully) I am looking forward to 2018! As I am no longer a teenager, because my birthday is coming! I am turning 20 and guess what I can't even believe it! I have so many things to achieve and so many amazing things to learn. ...

Assalamualaikum wbt, So before this I post about the struggle that I am looking forward for this semester and it turn out to be true! I am struggling so much! I've been constantly battling with my own self, it is creepy and yet I manage to get out of it. The moral is don't play with your words, it might be true.. Watch what you said, seriously! Alhamdulillah. There is always people that rooting for me and encourage me with warm words. They are so kind and believe me when I can't even believing myself at a certain point. I am just so grateful cause Allah gives me such a beautiful soul and kindest person :) For me, this is all the blessing that Allah gives me. I am so happy for all of it and for the people that always there for me, Thank You! Only Allah can pay your kindness :) -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, Its been a while since I haven't post any. So, my life is so hectic. Each day full of surprises and all the assignment and activities. Basically I am so tired but manage to make it through. Guess what, another 3 weeks left till study week time and final examination is approaching! I need a preparation, seriously! I've been too busy with all the task till neglected a bit of my studies. I realized it ;) I need to stay in track and push myself to study!! About my life, there is nothing much going on but yeah, life is good :) I am just grateful with what I have and for the things that I can't have, I know that God have a better plan for me. Maybe I can't get it because I am not ready or there is always a meaning behind it. I believe what He already plan for me. I am just gonna keep on praying for the best :) I think that is enough and pray for me that   I can get those dean list again! -ntshj

Assalamualaikum wbt, It is been a long day since I've last write and here I am with a new chapter of my life. Alhamdullilah, I am now a part 3 students of Estate Management. Anddd there is a little twist and surprised, because now I am a new MT for Emasperak society ( soonn). My life have been great and I am more than blessed with what I have right now. The people that I met, they are all a great people. I can't wait to see myself 5 years from now :) - ntshj